Stress kills...

I can feel it eating away at everything. Its slowly starting to break me down to a point I didn't even think was possible...I don't really feel like me anymore. It feels like someone took a hammer and cracked me over the head with it. My head is a slurred mess. I can't sort anything out anymore. I can't say what I want to say and it hurts. Cause no matter what someone will end up telling someone who will find out and it will come back to haunt me. I want to leave. Just pack my things and what little change I have and leave.